.Tuesday, June 9, 2009 ' 3:18 AM Y

meow meow
well yeah
hello ppl
hmm
im tellin eu
red is neva a gud sign
yes yes
im ANGRY
??WHY??
coz of my irritatin bro
i was on d phone
wif none otha
den my koko pendeq
BRO: sape tu
ME: koko la
BRO: {start naggin}
.....ask him to cum....
....ask permission to brin eu out...
...y he can brin eu to c his family...
...y he cnt cum c us...
...ask him to b a man..
...not a coward gay...
...dun make me do wat i did to kambing...
...yada yada yada...
...bla bla bla..
kambing is my ex
name is azzim
dat was lyk d ony guy
i brin ova
to c him
i mean reali
my family is corrupted enuf
got trojan
n neither wud i wish to brin my bf home
??WHY??
simple n easy
i dowan to be embarrassed
my bro lyk to luk dwn on ppl
or easy say
criticise
wen d 1st tym he met my bf
he said my bf budak jaggong
ABEY KAU NAK AKU CARIK JANTAN MCMANE
YANG CASE KAU SUKE
YANG KAU PILIH KAN AKU??
serious
im reali fucked up
im sure its my sis inlaw who tell him
abt me goin out wif his family
n yeah
so wat
if i go out wif his family
its me who dun wan to brin him hm
me
i juz dowan my idiotic bro
to look dwn at him
well yeah
my bf might b a pain in my ass at tym
but im hapie wif him
n so wat
who cares
if god say im marryin him
so i do
im d one who decides my life
its my journey
no one can or shud stop me
im gettin frustrated wif life
i juz cnt stand a minit stayin in dis rut
2 more years
a long way for me
n i will b out
wif or wifout their permission
helmy!!!!
2 more yrs ryt??
we will get a house
wif 1 lappy
1 pc
1 big screen tv
dat can oso serve net
playstation
xbox 360
2 more years
im waitin
ive made up my decission
its my ultimate legalness
no one can stop me
FROM BEIN FREE
let my misery end
let my happiness begin
i dun hate my family
its d way they r dat makes me hate
sumtymz
i reali do fyl humiliated
by d way they r
or upset by wat they say
but i juz kip quiet
coz i noe
i juz hav to face dem a few hours everyday
i spend most of my tym workin my ass
so i got money
n i dun hav to depend on dem
im big enuf now
im savin lots
for my future
n my bike
they totally got no idea
how badly i wud wan to live
INDEPNDENTLY
n i wudnt wan to fuss my nephew
i pity dem too
d way their life is
but they r juz my nephew n niece
all 10 of dem
i got no control over dem
im juz their aunt
n i wudnt care much either
coz if i hav 1 of my own
i wud let my child learn to make decision
b independent
im reali overly frustrated
but i juz dowana vent out
i dowana b d old me
let it eat up inside
as long as i still hav work
den i got nutin much to think
let me get my ass tired
well
i tynk i vent enuff here
got to go
signin off
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