.Monday, April 27, 2009 ' 12:14 PM Y
meow meowsad n upset
i duno
evrytink seems wrg to him
he kips sayin im makin him agitated
cant i b paranoid at tymz
wen it cums to me
if i were to go out wif sumotha fwenz
which he duno who
he gets paranoid too
n bcoz of him bein paranoid
or unsecured
i owys cancel my plans wif my fwenz
y cant he cancel his plans wif his fwenz
wen i get paranoid or unsecured
he muz owys get wat he wans
wat abt me
i oso wana myt my old fwenz at tym
i oso wana hav fun
y cant i hav dat too
sumtymz i fyl so unfair
wen i voice out
it turns into a huge argument
but wen i dun
he tynks im bein secretive
well i guesh its not wrg to b secretive at tym
since i noe it will turn sour if i speak out
since he start skool
it seems he is not him anymor
mayb its him bein secretive not me
he owys transfer his anger at sum1 else to me
n i hav to take his blame evrytym
y is he loike diz now
is dat sparks fadin away now
m i not gud enuf
y cant he b hapie wif me
y cant he accpt me for who i m
y evrytink i do,wrg or right
seems to b sumtynk wrg to him
y muz he owys get angry at me
wen i joke arnd wif him
is sumtynk wrg
is thr sumtynk wrg wif me
is all a daze for me
i juz dun hav d ans for all
he doesnt seem to b givin me d ans
y? i nyd to noe
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