.Tuesday, April 28, 2009 ' 11:13 PM Y
meow meowanotha day 2day
tym pass so fast
hapie sad angry
evrytynk it is
got my new pair of scissors
its smaller den my current pair
5 inch
yesterday i fail my prac 3
instructor said i ride to fast on my plank
and too slow on my slalom
but my emergency brake is gud enuff
wen out to bugis wif swytie afta dat
d new shopin centre is so huge
cool or wat
baby seem to b very agitated wif me nowadays
i wonder y
sumtynk seems to b wrg
no
actually,it seems lyk
sumtynk seems to b botherin him nowadays
he is owys angry at me
i duno y
seriously,ive been tryin my hard to please him
try my hard not to get paranoid wif him
tryin my hard to undrstnd him
but nutin seems to werk
is d sparks fadin?
if thr is sumtynk wrg wif me,
y cant he juz tell me?
im reali at lost words now
evrytynk seems to b wrg
is dis d end of it?
i hope evrytynk is juz anotha rough patch
3mthz n he is neva hapie wif me
evrytink i do
evrytink i say
y cant he juz tell me wat is wrg
well it seems evrytynk is wrg
y cant he b hapie wif me
y cant he acpt d fact dat im lyk dis
i m who i m
he muz luv me for who i m
if not y b wif me?
to move on?
im tryin my very best to move on
to b hapie wif him
i noe at tymz its my fault
i m irritaitin
i make him agitated
i make him frustrated
but y
wat is wrg wif me dat he juz hate so much
i fyl so low
i fyl so helpless
my only hope is fadin
i hav no one now
im all alone
in dat dark lane
i juz dun fyl d nyd to b alive now
is juz so useless
livin in dis world is juz so horrible
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