.Friday, March 6, 2009 ' 3:38 AM Y
sometimes in lyfwe will neva get wat we wan
we will tend to lose everytink
i neva noe
if diz might b d last im writtin
coz ive realise
im fallin apart
n im losin d grip of life
eu may not undrstnd
how much eur meant to me
but at least ive tried
my best to show it
to change
to make an effort
if im gone one day
i dun wan eu to regret
i wan eu to b hapie
i wan eu to live life to the fullest
enjoy till eu cnt
party till eu drop
yr afta yr
its juz gettin worst
i m juz gettin worst
i noe by now
im losin eu
i noe frm d start
i was neva meant to b next to eu
but
dis was loike d greatest opportunity
wateva gona hpn
let it b
i fyl reali defeated now
im juz so useless
heartless
blind
stoopit
im all d bad things in lyf
if ony i juz hav d slightest chance
to juz prove myself
w/o eu pushin me
i noe it might b fun for eu
seein me hurt
well
eu neva did reali see me hurt did eu?
i guesh not
so eu c now
im reali hurt
im reali defeated
i neva did fyl so hopeless in lyf dis bad b4
i hope eur hapie now
tanx for givin me d chance to b luved
eu duno how special eu r to me
n if diz is reali gona b my final word
if eu r reali not gona get to c me anymore
i juz wan eu to noe
eur special to me
eur 1 in a million
a spot in my heart that can neva b replaced by sumone else
eur my one and ony
i luv eu
md dzulfadhli
im showie to hav hurt eu alot
n i dun care if eur readin diz or not
i hope one day
eu will realise
wat ive been strugglin
to juz show it to eu
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