.Friday, February 27, 2009 ' 11:51 PM Y
Afta a mth 2gtha,diz is my very 1st drag-on arguement
n it reali sucks
n y d hell did i kip havin dis flashback?
flashback of my unpleasant memories
itz hauntin me seriously
im juz sick n tired
im runnin a fever
i cried alot ystrdy
i was so fucked up
but pendeq juz kip pushin me in
he is bein totaly unfair
y cant he b open minded?
y cant he acpt me d way i m?
he wans me to change
itz loike so drastic
im loike in a shock situation
he dun evn wana giv me room to slowly change
itz loike "wat d fuck"
he dun let me dis n dat
i felt so tied dwn
im loike a bird bein tie to d ground
im goin crayzee
it seems lyf doesnt turn out to b gud for me
im reali depress
n i guesh pendeq juz dun undrstnd
dat im depressed
or he dun evn eva hurt of it b4
coz he seems to kip goin arnd n blame me in sumway
he compares me to his x
n wat the fuck
if eu reali still gt d fylins wif her juz go bck to her
itz been yrs 2gtha n i dun blame him to not 4get her
wat hav i done wrg diz tym?
y muz he compare me to her?
y muz i to suffer?
plz dun make my fylinz fade
coz i can fyl it
if i giv up anytime now
i might juz lose d fylinz i had
n diz tym round im not afraid of bein hurt anymore
coz itz alrdy a pattern in my lyf for me now..
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